I'm about to graduate, and now I'm on trials, and it's generally half an hour's walk from the place of training, because the computer in the computer room is too slow, write for an average of five minutes and wait for a minute, and I have to restart a few more projects, because my personal foundation is too poor, I have to catch up with the progress every day, so I carry my computer on my back every day, back and forth, and it is a little difficult to type with my arms hurting,,, Now I basically go to bed at one or two o'clock in the morning every day, because I am worse than others, so I have to spend more time than others. Because people who are more powerful than me are still learning, I have to work harder, from the beginning to the present, I have encountered a lot of setbacks, there are still a lot of helplessness, and I have seen all kinds of human feelings, but I have never wanted to give up, the more life treats me with tribulations, the more I have to make myself stronger to overcome it,,, November is basically going to go out to find a job, many things will follow one after another, and I am still not ready for anything, at this moment, I feel that time is so important, I feel, I am so lacking in confidence in front of society, I don't know what my future will be like, I think what I can do, maybe only by making unremitting efforts can I make the future I want clear slowly. (Erebati, fighting)
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